and it looks like this week will only get more crazy.

do you want your life crazy?

i dont. i want normalness. happy normalness.

i say that now, but when i had it it bored me.

i had a beautiful life, a pretty wife, no kids, good friends, great restaurants every where. i was making $50 an hour. she really wasnt my wife which made it even better. i had thousands of compact discs.

we had a two car garage and a washer and dryer and a dishwasher and 100s of channels on the television.

and at some point i grew bored of it all and at some point now i want it all back.

ah the yo yo of contentment. look how we can walk the dog.

i dont even know what i was searching for more of, precisely. it certainly wasnt fame money women power.

sadly, i think it was something spiritual.

i say sadly because i sure as hell havent found that. not that ive been looking all that deeply. but sometimes you get lucky.

ive gotten lucky in other ways, and maybe because i havent had massive shitty crap dumped on me, then maybe i have found a little of the spirtual goodness out there.

a few times during the many moons that you and i have spent together i have ascended to the tippy top of the highest highs and i believe that a majority of those were due to the generosity of a kiss from a fair maiden.

or was that from listening to kiss, fair warning, or iron maiden?

hard to remember, being 109 like i am.

snow at wrigley today made for a non-home opener for the cubbies today.

meanwhile here in paradise its in the 70s with clear skies. tonight expect scattered gummi bears and a slight chance of joy.

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