i never know if people are trying to make me fail or are just slow or if The Powers That Be just dont care

so i get impatient

and then out of the blue something beautiful like Los Angeleno shows up and it’s so nice

and sweet and wonderful, all the things anyone could hope for

and i go SEE, SEE, this is how is should BE!

but then all the other things are insane, as usual.

for example, our dear friend Jeanine is drunk and fell in her bathroom and needed stitches.

fortunately another dear friend just happened to be there with her.

ambulance came, she got to the hospital, the nurses were “impressed” with how high her blood alcohol levels were

and then a few hours later they released her.

if your booze levels are sooooo high, why not keep her there a day or two? why not ask, hey can we help her get checked into a rehab?

instead they’re all, heres the stitches, adios.

also, her insurance totally worked for them, but hours previously when we tried to get her into a rehab, they said the insurance wasn’t valid.

then there were people who wouldnt answer phones.

then there were facilities that don’t do things on the weekends or after 7pm.

im sorry, youre in the business of saving people’s lives. why do you think that only should happen monday thru friday and up to a certain hour?

which i guess brings us back to God.

He’s the only one who’s all, I got this. 24/7.

even Jesus was all, oh a sick person, lemme heal them.

and the critics were like AH HA! It’s Sunday. The Sabbath. You are the Devil if you “work” on Sunday.

and Jesus was all, check yrself, fool.

Mark 3:1-6 Revised Standard Version (RSV)

The Man with a Withered Hand

3 Again he entered the synagogue, and a man was there who had a withered hand. ² And they watched him, to see whether he would heal him on the sabbath, so that they might accuse him. ³ And he said to the man who had the withered hand, “Come here.” ⁴ And he said to them, “Is it lawful on the sabbath to do good or to do harm, to save life or to kill?” But they were silent. ⁵ And he looked around at them with anger, grieved at their hardness of heart, and said to the man, “Stretch out your hand.” He stretched it out, and his hand was restored. ⁶ The Pharisees went out, and immediately held counsel with the Hero′di-ans against him, how to destroy him.

if you are in the business to heal people.

then knock it off with this monday thru friday nonsense.

people need help all the time.

i hate everything about this American health care system that we have.

canada is so lucky it’s so cold up there, if it wasn’t we would have all moved there by now.