What if youve peaked

What if you’ve already done the best thing you’ll ever do, write the best you’ve ever written

Used all your magic the way it was meant to be

Then why do you still be?

I dont think that’s how it goes

I think the Good Lord knows

I think we are here like energizer batteries until we are done

If you still here you ain’t done

So find your bass drum

And pound

I do this thing on my calendar

every day that i am great with amber i circle the date

If I’m a jerk to her even for a minute, no circle.

It lets me see how I’m doing.

So far this month, one circle.

That was yesterday.

I didnt correct her, make her feel bad, say things i shouldn’t say.

Life is a rough game sometimes, especially with a job like hers. Some times its nice to come home and someone is there to just love you.

Probably in 100 years there will be realistic robots.

Who would get one and then set the analyze me button to high. All day.

Today i didnt get a circle. I wasn’t terrible but i did fuck up a few times.

Also, someone ghosted me on an interview.

So strange.

we’ve all had bad days, but

imagine yr a commercial pilot with a packed plane of people going from

LA to China and as soon as you take off one of your engines fails.

and you panic.

maybe it’s the hollywood hills staring at you from the distance

maybe it’s the fact that take offs and landings are so easy to do these days

and boom now what

so you hit this button and that one

LAX is a zoo, how are you gonna land this thing there of all places

and you think, ive got enough fuel to go to China

that’s a little more than i want on me if i have to crash land this thing.

so you think i need to get rid of it.

and theres the ocean over there, and blue skies above

but instead of the safer route

you just drop your load of gas upon the citizens of los angeles

whoopsie, did i do that?

and it lands on not one not two but three schools.

dousing a bunch of kids and their underpaid teachers.

we’ve all had bad days but

we will never have a day as bad as that.