was to make it weird

very weird

unpredictable

freaky.

and for some reason i held back.

for some reason i was always wanting a job or something and i was nervous that someone would read this and be all, forget that guy, he cray.

but i am cray.

youd have to be cray not to be these days

but to me the craziest thing to do is give a fuck

also, why are we giving

shouldnt our fucks have value?

pay for the fucks.

and since no ones paying

lets not give.