i get conflicted bc being Gen X i’m not supposed to care, im supposed to be a slacker, and i cant remember the other thing bc i dont care
but i do care
however i have this crazy struggle between idealism and what i “SHOULD” be doing
idealism says do whatever you want
SHOULD says you should be doing xyz
so at night when i have gone the day without blogging, New Tony has been saying fuck that shit, watch netflix you pay for it
but Should Tony says, you were doing so well this year, you had a few months where you wrote every day.
but Some Things In This Blog Are True Tony says the reason you cant write is because you dont want to make public all the things you are Actually thinking about and tip toeing around some serious, life changing, emotional parts of your current life is fucking exhausting and ultimately boring, I thought you were the muthafuckin busblog
at its heart is this
life right now is crazy enough i dont wanna lie on this blog even though…
and crazy meaning good. i love my podcast. i was so nervous about making one but after years of seeing idiots do things poorly i figured fuckit, i couldnt be any worse than them.
turns out i am not any worse than they are
in fact i am pleasantly surprised at how well theyve turned out
due in no small part to mr jordan katz
who i could not have done this without and i am so lucky
and who is in store for an excellent hanukkah gift because seriously
there is a huge Evel Knievel Snake River gorge between thinkin up something
and getting it out into the world.
i had been thinking about Hear in LA for years.
Jordan made it happen.
[rock on in yiddish]