i wanna write her the most inappropriate email
why her?
who knows?
why anything.
sometimes the body just goes where it shouldnt be
sometimes a body doesnt wanna be where it should.
if Should ran my life id be as boring as those who i lash out at
i lash because i know thats my fate one day
i know i will become fat and happy because running from that world is hopeless
its coming for me.
it’ll get me like it got the others
but imma fight before it does
and think about her for 40 minutes until the pill wears off
and think about how i should just write what i want and tuck it away somewhere
and leave it for the college boys of the future to discover
and say omg really?