i need order in my life right now and this blog is out of order and i need to start fresh somewhere.

i love this blog with all my heart but it’s coughing and weezing and it hurts me to see it.

also the archives are jacked. whole years are missing.

i have enough issues in my life. i have absolutely zero time these days.

i have to force myself to go outside.

its 505am and i still have some audio editing to do with the forthcoming podcast episode.

im down to one episode a month.

my mind is filled with idea and yet i cant do all the things i wanna do.

what do i wanna do?

everthing