sometimes when im happy

i can feel so sad

like when youre swimming in the sea and you run into a cold spot

or like when something so good starts hurting after a while

like when you eat ice cream too fast or bowl too much

or you love a girl so much you cut off yr ear

and give it to her.

and then go ahead and paint a picture of yrself with a bandage wrapped around your head

as if its not the creepiest thing ever