the biggest struggle i have in my life is the blog post for my podcast

they can take forever.

the problem is i put all this pressure on myself because im the only Blog Editor the LA Times ever had and so my blog posts of my baby, Hurrrr in LA can’t suck

meanwhile no one cares about blogs and Medium puts up this fake paywall pop up that i despise bc i bet it turns people away

i cant wait to move to Substack, i just have one question i need answered. maybe i should do that tomorrow.

IN ORDER to make these blog posts not suck, i feel like i should have lots of pictures and tweets and for it to go on and on

no one cares about that either. people stop scrolling after a while.

diminishing returns.

but in my head i know what nugget they said in this segment and in that one and that one and i wanna highlight all of them, but at some point you have to stop.

today i stopped earlier than i would have but when i did i was able to do all the other things to publish an episode and it didnt go out until like 830pm

best of all when Maebe saw it she liked it.

not everyone agreed

sometimes guests tell me if they liked it, sometimes theyre shy to hear their own voice and never tell me. sometimes i have to write back and ask are you ok with everything? and they say yeah! sorry!!

in other news a beautiful woman said she had a sex dream about me

me?

and also we are now a week from the cats not shitting on something in the house.

not sure if the extra love or rainy weather has kept them in check but if they go another week i may open up some more doors in the house for them to explore.

it must be so weird never to go outside.