i dont know why.
it might be from being a Cub fan and if we focused too much on the failure that the Cubs have been over the years, it would have killed us.
so instead we focused on the pretty ivy or the beautiful scoreboard that was updated by hand.
or how green the grass always was
or the bricks
or the cold beer in the bleachers
and the wonderfully funny fans.
fat guys (like me now) with our shirts off.
which i hear is illegal now.
or the fact that we had no lights at Wrigley
which i hear they changed in 1988.
Seek and ye shall find, the good book says
so why seek for bad and evil and disgusting all the time
when what we really wanna find is joy
and beauty
and love and
miracles.