i just finished one of the best podcasts ive ever done.

this is episode #89. youd think i would know by now that im good at this, but no. every week i i listen and do the things and then when its up i feel fantastic as if it was the first time.

i went into podcasting not knowing anything. i didnt think i had the right voice for it. i def didnt know how to edit audio. and the podcast world is impacted with tons of other shows, most far sexier than what im up to.

but i have my own little lane. i cannot believe we are getting close to 100 episodes. i also cannot believe how good all of them are.

i am truly blessed and i and so thankful to everyone, especially jordan for helping me get to this place.

today this guy DMed me out of the blue wanting to be a guest. he lives in Northridge, is filipino and has experience podcasting himself. what an easy episode that will be.

the only thing that makes this thing hard is i insist on having a real blog post for every episode. that takes at least a day and a half. it used to take two days but im getting better with my ADHD. but its still a bit of a struggle because i want to go out and Uber and make money.

anyways im extremely happy today because the monkey on my back of this episode is gone. the only ones bitching now are my cats who start bitching around 730pm even though they know they get fed at 830

ive been giving them half the food they normally get because they were getting fat. the diet is totally working but they are uppity and angry almost all the time. too bad. they look great and they will live longer lives now.