today is thanksgiving and ive got questions

were the pilgrims

– dumbshits who died pretty fast
– religious zealots who’s uptight views on sex poisoned us for centuries
– rebellious cowboys who dgaf about shit
– outcasts, debtors, crooks, and losers
– or the brightest minds who would kickoff a country that would eventually rule the world

naturally there were elements of each, but — is there a tv show or movie i can watch because i have a blind spot about my knowledge of the people who got on those boats and started this gangsta shit.

also, did they start it? was it in their hearts to take take take

is that human nature?

do i have that?

why do i feel like i have so much and it keeps growing on its own

i dont need your shit

but, is it different for a pilgrim? are they more desperate? are they more hungry?

when i first learned at like 10 years old what a harem is i was all omg i want a harem

but you grow up and you think i have a hard time fully connecting with one person

how am i gonna be able to do that with a dozen

likewise do you really need 10 houses

or the northwest territory

or ukraine

or my heart