this is what happens when you try to use the xbi insurance.
they want you only to see xbi doctors and
its not because they care about you
they just wanna keep an eye on their investment
even if you are just a shell of who you used to be
i havent been a solid xbi agent in years
they swear they can get me back in shape if i had the desire to get there but
as you get older the things you care about substantially changes
when youre little you want candy
then you want a bike
then you want a girlfriend
then you want a car
then you want a plane
then you want a mythical black helicopter that barely makes a sound but ironically can stabilize large groups of terrible people through audio technology that can bring them to their knees with nausea.
then you want two cars.
all i want right now is to see the cubs win the world series and it looks like theyre on their way.
then i want some ice cream.
then i want to help people.
the other day someone asked me what i wanna be when i grow up
i said i wanna never grow up.
because it seems like the more shit you gotta do
the less shit you get to do.
and all the shit i wanna do is for you.