sometimes i wonder if its a huge mistake but i doubt myself too much

my brain says i should write new people. people who might be down to go to the barn dance with me

sometimes its just nice to close your eyes and write what you really feel to the people who are on your mind and in your heart

of which i have been blessed with many fond memories

and incredible souls to write or call or send telegrams to.

today i ate a red meat burger from jack in the box

something i hardly ever do

and half way through eating it i felt a little sick but i kept eating

and i also go paid double something for something i really enjoyed doing

which is a blessing from above bc i need it right now whoo boy