“the idea that there is just one person out there for you is NUTS.”

even though i dont think that there is just one person out there for us, i think there is one person out there who is super dooper awesome for us. moreso than everyone else.

for example i think my first girlfriend ever, mary, was the best first girlfriend ever for me. not sure shed be the best person for me for right now, but for then, what a dream come true.

likewise i think my first california girlfriend, the one who “took my innocence” was the best one for those years too. i learned so much from her. so much.

both of those young ladies taught me how to write, for example. and how not to be so much a midwestern dbag. which i was times a hundred.

then there was college and the girls of isla vista. each one more perfect than the next leading up to jeanine, the first girl i ever lived with.

we were so poor. didnt matter. we were so in love. a love that lasts till today and when we’re together we hold hands and kiss and hug and tell each other we love each other. but would either of us be good for each other now? probably not.

the irish girl in frisco who used me for my body was perfect.

those who came to california to meet their favorite blogger were perfect.

and then theres the truest. who somehow has something magical insider that i am fascinated with. something that cameras cannot capture. something that words cannot describe. unless the words are cheesy, of course.

but still im curious about lots of other people. which is why i read so much. and why i like to talk to people and listen to people and take pictures of people.

who are all perfect too.

friday i get to interview a sorta famous person. on video. he was so in love with a woman that he made the most embarrassing video to get her back. now hes married to someone completely different. i will ask him what he thinks about soul mates slash true loves and what he learned from all of that.

and of course, i will bring back that info for you and you and you.